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[09 Mar 2005|05:57am] |
Artist: Papa Roach
Album: Getting Away From Murder
Title: Scars
Chorus:
I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
Drunk and I'm feeling down
and I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
and I can't help to fix myself
Your making me insane
All I can say is
Chorus
I tried to help you once
A kiss will only vise
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That your drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last dance
Chorus
I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
and I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever came around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause your drowning in the water
and I tried to grab your hand
and I left my heart open
but you didn't understand
but you didn't understand
go You fix yourself
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
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[08 Mar 2005|06:01am] |
Artist: papa roach
Album: infest
Title: last resort
Cut my life into pieces
I've reached my last resort, suffocation, no breathing
Don't give a fu** if I cut my arm bleeding
Would it be wrong, would it be right
If I took my life tonight, chances are that I might
Mutilation out of sight and I'm contemplating suicide
Cause I'm losin' my sight, losin' my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Nothing's alright, nothing's fine
I'm running and I'm crying
I never realized I was spread too thin
'Til it was too late and I was empty within
Hungry, feeding on chaos and living in sin
Downward spiral, where do I begin?
It all started when I lost my mother
No love for myself no love for another
Searching to find a love on a higher level
Finding nothing but questions and devils
Cause I'm losing my sight losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Nothing's alright, nothing's fine
I'm running and I'm crying
I can't go on living this way
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[08 Mar 2005|12:42am] |
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now you get yours...
chewed me up and spit me out
burnde me up and stomped on the ashes of me
i took it like bitch then but nevermore
i won't take what you gave to me you fucking whore
gonna take you to the ground with me
gonna show you hell mabe then you'll see
what all your bullshit and neglect has done to me
i'm better off hating you now
wanna scream it in your face do you hear the sound
what else do i need to say
oh yeah i never trusted you any way
Artist: Korn
Album: Untouchables
Title: Thoughtless
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
Pushing all the mercy down, down, down
I wanna see you try to take a swing at me
Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me
All, all my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
I'm above you, smiling as you drown, drown, drown
I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me
And, I'll pull the trigger
And you're down, down, down
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me
All, all my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
All my friends are gone, they died (Gonna take you down)
They all screamed, and cried (Gonna take you down)
i never forget never forget i can't get no more....
All, all my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
http://display.lyrics.astraweb.com:2000/display.cgi?green_day..dookie..longview
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[02 Mar 2005|02:55pm] |
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granma and granpizzle are try'n to make me go to DE with them but i ain't goin i do want to go just not when they are any where near that state fudge i don't know what else to say i'll update later
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[17 Feb 2005|12:08am] |
alone (being) or oneself or loneliness autophobia
being evaluated negatively in social situations social phobia
clowns coulrophobia
dawn eosophobia
daylight phengophobia
dependence on others soteriophobia
love (falling or being in) philophobia
persons with amputations apotemnophobia
single (staying) anuptaphobia
sleep somniphobia
thinking phronemophobia
whats your fear
http://www.indianchild.com/phobias.htm
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[13 Feb 2005|01:12am] |
went and got my hair i don't like it but then agian i never do oh well think i might go running agian tonight i did last night but only a phew miles i need to do more but it's cold blah oky doke peace out yall
Artist: Used, The
Album: The Used
Title: Noise And Kisses
look in my eyes
I'm jaded now whatever that means
by sharing these things
I rip my heart out
it's worth my time
whatever that means...
hard to see up
my neck feels stiff until I wake up
your inside joke
and back to my neck
it's worth my time
whatever that means....so
share with me
cause i need it right now
let me see your insides
or write me off
cause I'd rather stop now
if you won't open up
give it to me
give me all... whatever you want
it's never been me
to want this much from you
I can see
share with me
cause i need it right now
let me see your insides
or write me off
cause I'd rather stop now
if you won't open up
it tears me up
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[06 Feb 2005|12:44am] |
Artist: Flaw
Album: Through The Eyes
Title: My Letter
This is my letter to you
We started following a certain description.
We started simple and fair once again
Before there wasn't any need for an answer
Things were much different then
[chorus]
But now you question who i am.
Who i am inside
Now there's nothing left to hide.
So here it goes
This is my letter
Hope you're alright. it's been rough for me
Thinking all night. about the places i'd be
If i maybe, just did a little bit more you might've
Let me, become a man for sure
And if i might, express one concern it seems an
Issue. all day at every turn
What's the next step, the latest hole in my life
What's next for me to learn
Engulf myself into a permanent mystery.
No one day just as the next.
Not for me
It's so confusing when i look at my history.
I just can't handle that yet.
No
[chorus]
One more friendship ends.
And then for awhile.
I can breathe again
[chorus]
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[04 Feb 2005|08:04pm] |
wwwwooooohhhhoooooooo don't know why just because hahahahhaa
uugghhh i can't remember what happend today brain fart
oh yea we shot some funny ass stuff in TV today the new kid tyler is pretty kool we been shoot'n some funny shit lately but i think he's just a little too comfortable in this school too fast he must of had a shelter'd life in New Hampshire but ne yea our last didn't air that was gay cause he was in a skirt very funny. been talk'n to whitney's niece well try'n to she doesn't talk much don't know if she's cool or not yet but i'll find out i guess . my hair is finnaly gett'n long it's tak'n forever all of a sudden well shite this is gett'n long and borrrring peace
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[18 Jan 2005|12:36am] |
Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real
There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self control I fear is never ending
Controlling
I can't seem
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence I’m convinced that there’s just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
So insecure
Chorus
Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting, reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It's haunting how I can't seem...
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence I’m convinced that there’s just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
So insecure
Chorus (Repeat until end)
There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self control I fear is never ending
Controlling (Whispered during chorus)
i'm not in control
i have no say in how i feel
i'm under the infuence of another
just another voice in my head
a comanding voice that dictates who i should be and how i am to feel
how do you ignore a sound in your mind
i can't get away from it
it follows me where ever i go
it's in every thought that passes through my conciousness
i am trap
trap in a mind that won't let me be free
free from the noise that plagues my thoughts and feelings
this voice this noise that controls my every being
this is the sound of love...
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